From Achievement to Purpose

by Cristal Ocampo Ruiz, a BWIM NC Scholarship recipient and recent graduate of Duke Divinity School in the Baptist House of Studies

As I crossed the stage upon hearing my name called, the only thing I could think about was how proud my grandmother would have been to witness this moment.

My dreams, expectations, challenges, goals, obligations—everything I carry in my heart—all find their true meaning at this very moment. As I walk across the stage for the investiture of my hood—and to receive a blessing that sends me forth to serve and love faithfully—I contemplate the conclusion of a demanding yet beautiful chapter of my life.

And yet, this is not the end, but rather a new chapter. The story that God, in His infinite grace, continues to write—both within me and through me—reminds me that my life has purpose, and that every step I take is part of a greater mission to which I have been called.

It has been four years of discipline, tasks, challenges, sleepless nights, and the fear that I might not be capable of finishing.

But also four years of knowledge, learning, friendships, experiences, and memories that will last a lifetime.

Despite the nerves and anxiety regarding what awaits me on the other side of this stage, I cannot help but feel a profound sense of gratitude—first to God for all He has bestowed upon me, and to my family for supporting me, standing by me, and always believing in me, even when I doubt myself.

When God has something meant for you, no human power can stand against it.

Throughout my experiences—both personal and professional—there was something deep within me that I could not suppress. The desire to serve—and to possess the necessary tools to help my community effectively—were the driving forces that led me to decide to leave my job, answer a calling, and pursue my studies full-time.

I am incredibly excited about the future God has in store for me, and I now face that future with certainty and hope. For this is not about me—nor about my own strength or knowledge—but rather about how willing and open I am to the possibilities God places before me. It is true: God does not call the equipped; He equips the called. In answering that call, we are reminded that we do not walk alone. Being “ready” is not a state of being; it is a state of mind. It is a decision.

I do not have everything figured out, but I do have the certainty that we have been promised renewed strength for the journey that lies ahead—Isaiah 40:31.

And perhaps that is what faith is: moving forward even when we cannot see the entire path, trusting in the One who does. Today, I do not walk with all the answers, but I do walk with the peace of knowing that God is already present in every step that awaits me.

The dreams I cannot yet visualize, the doors that have not yet opened, and the paths I cannot yet see are safe in His hands.

For if His goodness has accompanied me this far, I have not the slightest doubt that the very best of His purpose for my life is yet to come.

Wholeheartedly,
Cristal